dexterruteki

I think I figured it out, I'm antisocial.

Holy shit that last one was long. Not much to report on this end. Still really freaking lonely in a city that I can count the people I know on pretty much one hand. Tell me how this works: How in the world does a guy who doesn't like people all that much get lonely? You'd think I would be happy...Sheesh, I am a walking...
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Sometimes I go back and read blogs posted by myself in the time known as the past and just cringe. Thats all I will say on that.

I have been suffering from a supreme lack of motivation and drive lately. Especially when it comes to work. I stay up late, wake up late and do the bare minimum as to make it look like I...
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So answer me this; I have been under the impression that bartenders and servers are pretty much untouchable simply due to the fact that they (especially the attractive ones) get hit on pretty much every night at least a few times if not all night. Is there any truth to this? Reason I ask is I was at a certain establishment in Ballard last night...
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super sexually frustrated...
Not willing to sleep with randoms from the bar
how else?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I really need to find a better job. I'm so fucking uninspired right now. Zero motivation or drive. Driving me crazy. There has to be opportunity out there somewhere....Ive got a journalism degree goddamn it.

How big of a nerd am I? I watched the live motogp race from mylasia on the internet until 2am, woke up, watched the world superbike races (go Spies) from Portugal and then watched the tape delay of the same motogp race that i watched last night. All the while surfing the internet for motorcycle porn, and looking at SG. To be fair, the live...
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Feeling under the weather. Boooooo.

Gym report: Legs today, no puke. FTW!

So I just finished The Road by Cormac McCarthy (of No Country for Old Men fame). FUCK, can this guy tell a story. If I had the story telling ablity of this guy's left nut I would be happy. I dont even need to see the movie, the book was written so vividly. I still will though...

Proof that the city of Seattle is about as big as a thimble (well besides the out of control population density and gong show traffic). So a few weeks ago, I am at an establishment that I liked to frequent in a past life and in walks my ex girlfriend with her new girl friend (the one she cheated on me with). I can deal...
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