devouringgod

can we take a look outside ourselves and truly understand what it is that we see? is it posible to break the chains of conformity long enough to consider the freedom we feel as normal? furthermore, is it in the stars to create a change in ourselves so profound as to make a lasting impression on all of mankind? perhaps not but what would be the harm in trying?

today i will truly look in the miror.
today i will knock atleast one brick out of the wall i have built.
today i will erase my past mistakes, having learned all i need from them already.
today i will break the cycle and do SOMETHING new.

looking around this place gives me cabin fever. i have been here long enough to know that i have to do something profound or be trapped in the mundane for eternity. perhaps what it takes is getting to the point where it becomse external that you could care less. then everything falls into place.

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.......................................................this is destiny.


waking up to see it is the hardest part. especially when you have no idea if she even cares to call.

but man is she beautiful. maybe u should tell her THAT u fucking idiot!
im pretty sure destiny and beauty can coincide on occasion.
we have seen it a few times in our lives.

too bad she finds more intreague in being ignored.

im far too attentive.