well i get my new camera tomorrow. for those that care it's a mamiya 645 pro, medium format camera. so now it's time to focus what my first passion has always been; landscape photography.
i'm in one of "my moods" again....that's code for being depressed and wanting to run away from everything. for some reason i feel the urge to move. maybe it's me just trying to run away from everything.
i've been applying with a ton of companies that all claim they are hiring and no one has called back. and when i call to follow up they say, "we were never hiring" or "we hired one person". eventhough the company website claimed to be hiring for multiple position. so with 8+ yrs of experience I still can't get a job and that's not helping much.
i applied to volunteer at a pet shelter and no one has replied. so i can't even get a volunteer job. i know what everyone will say, "well in this economy....."
well my reply is whatever.....
the weather sucks in MA; it's been cloudy 35 out of the past 40 days or something stupid like that. I always loved rainy/cloudy days until now. it makes me miss the sunny days of Arizona. It really spoiled me living in Flagstaff and having sunny perfect days all the time without the Phoenix heat. I'd even move to Phoenix if I could.
The three main things holding me back from moving are:
-no guarantee of a job (even though I might be able to transfer with my current employer)
-don't want to be selfish and force the wife to do something she doesn't want to do (plus she probably can't transfer with her job. so she would be unemployed)
-the logistics and cost of moving especially since we don't own a car
the only thing that keeps me going and happy is my wife. she is truly everything to me.
le sigh
hopefully my camera will distract me once I get it
i'm in one of "my moods" again....that's code for being depressed and wanting to run away from everything. for some reason i feel the urge to move. maybe it's me just trying to run away from everything.
i've been applying with a ton of companies that all claim they are hiring and no one has called back. and when i call to follow up they say, "we were never hiring" or "we hired one person". eventhough the company website claimed to be hiring for multiple position. so with 8+ yrs of experience I still can't get a job and that's not helping much.
i applied to volunteer at a pet shelter and no one has replied. so i can't even get a volunteer job. i know what everyone will say, "well in this economy....."
well my reply is whatever.....
the weather sucks in MA; it's been cloudy 35 out of the past 40 days or something stupid like that. I always loved rainy/cloudy days until now. it makes me miss the sunny days of Arizona. It really spoiled me living in Flagstaff and having sunny perfect days all the time without the Phoenix heat. I'd even move to Phoenix if I could.
The three main things holding me back from moving are:
-no guarantee of a job (even though I might be able to transfer with my current employer)
-don't want to be selfish and force the wife to do something she doesn't want to do (plus she probably can't transfer with her job. so she would be unemployed)
-the logistics and cost of moving especially since we don't own a car
the only thing that keeps me going and happy is my wife. she is truly everything to me.
le sigh
hopefully my camera will distract me once I get it