im with someone that i care for but i can't love, people say its cause i haven't found the right girl, i think its cause im just all fucked up in the head. no emothion to show, not sure of how to feel emotion...... whatever...... 
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hotcurry:
Oh, I'm only being semi-serious about that. It's just that I've fallen into this cycle as of late where it seems that I care about guys more than they care about me. I really want to find a good old-fashioned relationship but I'm scared to get hurt again. I suppose everyone is that way. (fear of getting hurt) Saying I'm dead on the inside is self preservation. I kinda wish I would actually believe it, it would save me a lot of heartache. Damn me and my foolish notions of romance.
minibeanie:
Well I kinda know how you feel....Im with someone who I love, but Im not in love with anymore....does that make sense.....but I care deeply for them and right now its good for both of us.....you will know when its not right.....just go with the flow.... 