devilsmistress

here, and once again
you fill the spaces
between my needs
and my fears
you rock the ground
beneath my feet
and I fall
willing
into your hopeful stare

i want

nothing less than all of you
your beautiful body
and soul too
to possess your mind
every thought
i'll give you ecstasy
and take a lot

okay, so all is forgiven...maybe a misunderstanding?
i got a home-made love song for valentine's day.

hope you all have wonderful one!

fuck this angry feeling
betrayal?
disappointment
unable to believe that i am capable of more?
unable to believe that i can be better than that?
is it so difficult for you to trust me?
what have i done?
fuck this angry feeling
has it been so long?
bring me your fears, i will calm you
i have bled for you and you forget
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well, no poetry today. i'm just not feeling much like being creative
i've caught some nasty flu or something, and christ am i miserable. need some love.
going back to bed.

this is lovely, brutal
suspended in this moment
unable to look away
i cannot breathe, lest i break this trance
and what do i become in your absence?
sleepwalking dreamer
alive in absentia
unconcious but for the moment you touch me
and shatter me
fragile glass girl

splendid centerpiece of my nightmare
rouse the demons that slumber inside me
silence my inhibitions
break my skin with your whisper
make me bleed with every word
i have held your hand and kissed your brow
now bruise my body with your tongue

crushing, the weight of your stare, imaginary

dream-state, sleep walking throught this landscape of involuntary reality

waiting for the tears on my cheeks to dry

when i come to you i will be empty and vulnerable

and you will fill me up

saw you this morning
naked, dripping
your skin glittering in the light from the window
silk, quiksilver
i bite my lip, a drop of water rolls down your back, your thigh
steamy bathroom mirror reflects my desire and i have laid bare my soul

seeking shelter in the warmth of your affection

staring through the screen of your emotions

i can fall no further and yet you still push

i endure your torture with tears and come back for more