I'm feeling really low today, im in a rotton mood!
i need to write down and get it all off my chest.....
i have heaps of emotions, some times i just wish i could say nasty things to people that piss me off (ie my mum) just tell them how i feel, say it as it is! but in society today its unacceptable.... people just make me soooo god damn fucking cranky!
My mum and my boyfirends mum must think im empty in the head about anything to do with babies... just becuase i didnt know i was pregnant doesnt mean i dont know anything about babies.... i know what he needs, i know what his noises mean... i know that if a baby plays with a balloon it might pop and they might eat it.... FOR FUCK SAKE!!!!! i know that a babies nappy need changing... OH MY GOD!!! I know a babie with hardly any teeth cant eat soil foods very well.... Annette!!! I FUCKING KNOW!!! you rude bitch go clean your fucking house you live in a fucking pig sty!!!! and Mum go get some fucking medication you cranky meno controlling fucking GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My boyfriend.... i love him so.... My boyfriend basically uses me as a hoe! Well i love him but soemtimes i wish that i could have had someone else get my prego. I bought him a new mobile phone so that i could contact him when i needed him, but the fucking dumb arse lost his phone charger months ago and hasnt gone and bought a new one yet.... FUCKING HELL CHRIS GET YOUR LAZY ARSE OFF WOW AND GET A NEW FUCKING PHONE CHARGER!!!! He gets annoyed if i get cranky with him, i dont carfe i have every right to!! he doesnt do anything... he complains that work makes him tired... but oh my god, looking adfter a baby when u never wanted childern EVER makes u very depressed and tired.... i cant handle children i never have been able... i try soo hard.... but no matter what i do i all way seem to be doing it wrong adn im allowed to get upset or cranky about it ok!!! i never knew i was haivng a baby,,.. i never got to go to those parent help classes!!!
My friends i jsut wish they would learn to say the work NO its not that fucking hard... and they get cranky with me when i say to them what is their mind... to they think im dumb or something i have grown up with a controlling mum who what you to do what she wants you to do... i know whats on peoples minds... just say what on your mind for god sake so people can stop getting pissed off with me!!! AND you are always complaing that you want to change your life cause it makes you depressed you are always fucking saying it... well get off your arse and do it for fuck sake!!!! im sick of hearing you complain you never have money gota better fucking job then!!! OMFG!!!!!
Well this has slightly made me better..... haha!!!!
hope it made sense.... haha im going to now curl up in bed and watch a movie!
i need to write down and get it all off my chest.....
i have heaps of emotions, some times i just wish i could say nasty things to people that piss me off (ie my mum) just tell them how i feel, say it as it is! but in society today its unacceptable.... people just make me soooo god damn fucking cranky!
My mum and my boyfirends mum must think im empty in the head about anything to do with babies... just becuase i didnt know i was pregnant doesnt mean i dont know anything about babies.... i know what he needs, i know what his noises mean... i know that if a baby plays with a balloon it might pop and they might eat it.... FOR FUCK SAKE!!!!! i know that a babies nappy need changing... OH MY GOD!!! I know a babie with hardly any teeth cant eat soil foods very well.... Annette!!! I FUCKING KNOW!!! you rude bitch go clean your fucking house you live in a fucking pig sty!!!! and Mum go get some fucking medication you cranky meno controlling fucking GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My boyfriend.... i love him so.... My boyfriend basically uses me as a hoe! Well i love him but soemtimes i wish that i could have had someone else get my prego. I bought him a new mobile phone so that i could contact him when i needed him, but the fucking dumb arse lost his phone charger months ago and hasnt gone and bought a new one yet.... FUCKING HELL CHRIS GET YOUR LAZY ARSE OFF WOW AND GET A NEW FUCKING PHONE CHARGER!!!! He gets annoyed if i get cranky with him, i dont carfe i have every right to!! he doesnt do anything... he complains that work makes him tired... but oh my god, looking adfter a baby when u never wanted childern EVER makes u very depressed and tired.... i cant handle children i never have been able... i try soo hard.... but no matter what i do i all way seem to be doing it wrong adn im allowed to get upset or cranky about it ok!!! i never knew i was haivng a baby,,.. i never got to go to those parent help classes!!!
My friends i jsut wish they would learn to say the work NO its not that fucking hard... and they get cranky with me when i say to them what is their mind... to they think im dumb or something i have grown up with a controlling mum who what you to do what she wants you to do... i know whats on peoples minds... just say what on your mind for god sake so people can stop getting pissed off with me!!! AND you are always complaing that you want to change your life cause it makes you depressed you are always fucking saying it... well get off your arse and do it for fuck sake!!!! im sick of hearing you complain you never have money gota better fucking job then!!! OMFG!!!!!
Well this has slightly made me better..... haha!!!!
hope it made sense.... haha im going to now curl up in bed and watch a movie!
Thomas