Monday Nov 27, 2006

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Well the past week has been crazy.

Harley had a bladder infection but the medication worked, YAY. She was pretty sick untill thanksgiving. It was so bad she was puking, I feel terrible. Wish i would have figured it out sooner. We didnt got o my sisters which is about 8 hours away, and we didnt go to family here because i wasnt sure what Harley had so we stayed home. I made dinner, I think it turned out pretty damn good if i dont say so myself. We're still eating it lol. The hubby stayed home and was here for 4 days. it was very relaxing and calm. that doesnt happen very often, (kids and all). Its snowed about 6-10 inches. I hate the snow mad

My 7 yr old will be turning 8 on Fri. and on Sat its his first wrestling tourney of the season.... I cant think about it or i get all nervous lol. So please wish him good luck.... hes a tough kid, and very talented. But with a heart of gold. Always wrestles with a smile on his face.

I have a whole bunch of crap going on thats getting on my nerves right now.... I thought about venting about it all lol ... but decided against it.... I will add one thing though....and I'll spoiler it... so i did warn you ahead of time, and its a bit long


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My friends are selfish, theyve always been and Ive always been ok about, getting hurt from time to time was the price i payed for having a few friends... I dont like having lots of friends, makes me feel stretched, fake. But the friends i have i would think by now would accept me .. i mean Ive accepted them with all their faults and problems. I listen whenever they need. although god forbid i have a problem. Seriously, one instance, my dad dies I take care of the funeral while 7 months preg. I went into mother mode ... not really dealing with me. 2 weeks later Im crying my eyes out... one friend calls and says your still upset? ..... this friend, has a way everyone should be in her head about 55 % of the time shes fine... fun ... great to be around, the other 45% of the time.... shes selfsish self absorbed and rude..... She feels she can tell me anything about me. But dont think i can say anything back ive tried, she gets pissed. I try not and piss off the friends... Im not in Jr High anymore. I try and take the high road... be the better person. I tld her about my cat... she hates cats she just looked at me... mustered up a huh... thats an old cat?... I just shook it off even though i was hurt by it. We stayed with them the night before the concert ... had dinner, talked till midnight had a fine time. But She calls and says (now this is right before i took Har to the Dr. ) she said she was so uncomfortable at dinner she would have rather been at home with her kids????????? that she feels like something is different now??? As shes sayiong this i had a kid with 103 temp on my leg, i was doing my makeup and my oldest was trying to tell me something and my 10 yr old was vaccumming....*sigh* ...... plus she knew i was going to have to miss Tgiving with my family.. but still she has to do it. I said I had a great time no problem with me. i hadnt a clue what she was talkin about. But why? Why? I mean really can you get any more selfish? And before i left her house... she looked at my purse and was overly suprised it had a skull on it.... i mean my god... how long had she known me.
My friends love all things girl .. movies, music, clothes, hair.... Im different.... I love those things too... but just different then them. But not one will ever divuldge in my tastes . But beleive i will in theirs, because thats what friends do. You be there for them no matter what, if theyre having a bad day, you deal with it. They get drunk and make an ass out of themselves you deal with it, They have relationship problems ....you deal with it. I have my friends' backs no matter what. But I look behind me and I cant tell you one friend that would truly have mine. Their life is always more important then anything that i can do or say. Im not saying theyve never been there for me... I love them dearly. I do. Im just getting to the point of being very tired of the shit i have to sift through to get a little in return. Sorry for the long ... rant. LOL and this only a fraction of things lol.




I forgot to add my hair is MUCH shorter now.... got the bangs cut off...


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mad_fer_it:
This miao!! is for the picture.
This kiss is for that kindness thing you got goin on.
And this love is for being a giver in a world of takers.
eternalxile:
bladder infections suck so much. i had one a month ago and just wanted to die every time i had to take a piss.

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