well i think I'll shock my man today and write in my journal, Ive wanted to but i guess sometimes its hard when you have so much to say. Well May 11 came and went we took the kids golfing and had dinner, my son wanted to leave his basebal glove and mitt for grandpa. my 4 yr ols says grandpa is coming back down on a ladder, and Riley just wantsto bring everything she can when we visit the grave.
May 20th I lost my Best Friend to Cancer, cant beleive shes not here, I spoke at her funeral, I forgot alot of stuff but i got threw it. I saw her husband last week end...... i can see the pain all over him as much as he wants to hide it. They have a 6 yr old dauhter. and she was 29... way to young. I miss her so bad.
We had a Golf Tournament inmemory of Dad, went well, takes alot of planning, Im not sure the people who come realize how much. Much food and Booze was consumed during the tournament... always a good combination. We didnt win lol.... but we did out drink most everyone ... should geta medal for that.
Now Im exhausted .. not sure If Im getting sick or it was just to much heat and to much alcohol?? nooo couldnt have been that. 3 baby birds fell out of their nest that broke, Ive ben nursing them since sundaytday the last 2 died. not sure what i did wrong, but I was really getting attached to them. If you call a vet they tell you to go put it on the hill so it can die ????????? now to me that pretty sick .. why not TRY and help it, it may die yes but at least i tried.
Wish I had good news, well i shouldnt be so negative huh? I have a wonderful husband and 5 amazing kids. My life is good. to be honest theyre all i need.
May 20th I lost my Best Friend to Cancer, cant beleive shes not here, I spoke at her funeral, I forgot alot of stuff but i got threw it. I saw her husband last week end...... i can see the pain all over him as much as he wants to hide it. They have a 6 yr old dauhter. and she was 29... way to young. I miss her so bad.
We had a Golf Tournament inmemory of Dad, went well, takes alot of planning, Im not sure the people who come realize how much. Much food and Booze was consumed during the tournament... always a good combination. We didnt win lol.... but we did out drink most everyone ... should geta medal for that.
Now Im exhausted .. not sure If Im getting sick or it was just to much heat and to much alcohol?? nooo couldnt have been that. 3 baby birds fell out of their nest that broke, Ive ben nursing them since sundaytday the last 2 died. not sure what i did wrong, but I was really getting attached to them. If you call a vet they tell you to go put it on the hill so it can die ????????? now to me that pretty sick .. why not TRY and help it, it may die yes but at least i tried.
Wish I had good news, well i shouldnt be so negative huh? I have a wonderful husband and 5 amazing kids. My life is good. to be honest theyre all i need.
just read your journal and I'm very sorry for your loss, but you seem to have a strong love family. Hugs from me.