Have you ever had a day that, for no particular reason, made you lose hope in nearly every aspect of life and every aspect of humanity. A day where you wish it was all just over already?
I'm having one. A tempting look into the abyss that I've always lacked the fortitude to throw myself into. A sidelong glance at nihlistic inevitabilty that I'm not keen on embracing just yet. A chilled embrace from isolation, and her sister, hopelessness.
Is there more to life than... life?
Don't worry, my dears. I'm not ready to shuffle of the mortal coil. Too much of a coward. Just freeflow typing out what I'm feeling. And this is the only place where I feel that I can do so without fear of scaring people, or making them panic in fear of my life.
Funny thing is, I know I'll feel better tomorrow. I always do when I get like this.
I'm having one. A tempting look into the abyss that I've always lacked the fortitude to throw myself into. A sidelong glance at nihlistic inevitabilty that I'm not keen on embracing just yet. A chilled embrace from isolation, and her sister, hopelessness.
Is there more to life than... life?
Don't worry, my dears. I'm not ready to shuffle of the mortal coil. Too much of a coward. Just freeflow typing out what I'm feeling. And this is the only place where I feel that I can do so without fear of scaring people, or making them panic in fear of my life.
Funny thing is, I know I'll feel better tomorrow. I always do when I get like this.
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"Is there more to life than... life?"
reminded me of a PJ Harvey song/cover? I dont' know if you know her or like her or hate her or care about her, but the song? is called "Is that all there is" I guess that song kind of embodies the difference between nihilism and existensialism and how easy it is to cross that line....
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/B000001E9Y/qid=1107940637/sr=1-10/ref=sr_1_10/103-1007903-5927051?v=glance&s=music