havent been sleeping well lately. ive tried some new sleeping pills and they aren't working for me. still trying to grow some balls so i can call my female friend and try to salvage our friendship. im affraid that it might not be the best idea, i've had a crush for so long and its really rough on me sometimes knowing that she'll never wanna...
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i felt great relief yesterday when my bad dreams of me getting kicked out of my band didn't become reality. i'm still highly regarded by the other members of departed. im trying to call an old friend of mine. we used to talk and hang out all the time, but i got too fresh with her right before halloween and haven't really heard from her...
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opahl:
Thank you for the kind words.
I'd talk to you again. I'd punch you in the face, but if the friendship has been a long one, why throw it away because of one mistake?
Appologize. She'll forgive you.
I'd talk to you again. I'd punch you in the face, but if the friendship has been a long one, why throw it away because of one mistake?
Appologize. She'll forgive you.
voltaire:
yeah, I'd talk to you again... but I think I'd punch you too..... apologise profusely....
nothing really to update here. practices are going good for the band. I'm back into full time at work . and that's about all. no more lounging around watching reruns of cancelled sitcoms and cartoons all day. should have more to post this weekend. stay tuned.
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voltaire:
bdsm isn't for everybody, i was just being curious as usual.....
zoe:
ames would be much better if i had a car....all the cool places are miles apart from each other....i think it's to keep too many kids from gathering in one area, like it is with the ped mall in iowa city or the mall or downtown or a certain bar or coffeehouse or whatever. in ames nothing is close enough to allow a person to settle in one general area of town. dammit.
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
there's a high speed chase heading to east LA right now. I spent new years in Las Vegas with some friends. We did some drinking and gambling, it was fun. We went to this strip club where we sat and watched all the girls avoid us like the plague. We must have looked like trouble or cheap or something like that. Who knows. The chase...
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voltaire:
why did they avoid you? that's the wierdest thing I've heard in some time about VEGAS strippers.... they're all about hustling whoever they can......
emily:
I always drink rum,and coke! 
friday was my company christmas party. it had an open bar and all kinds of food. I got intoxicated along with my coworkers, it was really cool to see everyone in a different setting. saturday, i went to a house party with my friends and band mates. the party featured strippers that let you get friendly. I guess im used to the guests not being...
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voltaire:
why did I not know you had a journal? I swear, everytime iv"e been to your page, there's been no journal... and I was at your page not too long ago.....weird....... 
destructive79:
ive been keeping on it since i re-upped my membership earlier this month. i did put up like 3 journals before that but i dont think anyone read them. but its good to be back now and i've got all kinds of stuff to say. so check in everyweek for exciting 79 journal action.
as is the case too frequently, i once again failed to leave the house this weekend. but i did get some music written and i ordered a lot of stuff for christmas. not exactly enriching my social existence. Although my mind was occupied, and i didnt stare at my posters wondering what was happening outside the walls of the house at 227 north. so not...
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I got up a lot earlier than usual today. I'm working on a bad ass song to play with the band. im not sure but i think i made up with a friend that was unhappy with me, we'll see. i know it doesn't sound like much, but days like this make we wanna put death off as opposed to making it happen sooner. much...
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zoe:
well, you see.....i am forfeiting half of my break to pack up and move into my very first home....a mobile home, to be precise. no sleep for me.
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
A good friend of mine that hasnt been all that fond of me lately called me and hung up as soon as i picked up. Thinking that it accidentally disconnected, I called her right back and she hung up on me again. I'm wondering if she's trying to end our friendship. But then again she might of just accidentally called me by sitting on the...
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where to begin, a lot's happened since over the last few months. I'm now in a band on bass with my good friend Mike. We've been jamming a few weeks now and it's really coming together. I also got a new g4 powerbook. ITs gonna rock when i hookup all the software and the dsl. An event 23 years in the making, i had sex....
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zoe:
the much awaited "first time" seems to rarely live up to expectations. we should all be allowed a redo. but then, i suppose some people would just have two embarrassing stories to tell instead of one.
xoxo zoe xoxo
xoxo zoe xoxo
holly:
now that you have the first over and done with onto better things...i wouldnt worry about it too much...it gets way better.
"i was in heaven i was in hell, believed in neither but feared them as well"
"i was in heaven i was in hell, believed in neither but feared them as well"
after many beers and some money gained/lost at cards. The weekend led me right to the completion of my story. cant wait to see it on film. anyway, in the midst of trying to re-hydrate, im really feeling the need to have at myself for 3rd or so time today(its sad i know but whats a lonely boy to do.) i say hello to anyone...
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emily:
Don't worry ..I don't break hearts........