destructive79

havent been sleeping well lately. ive tried some new sleeping pills and they aren't working for me. still trying to grow some balls so i can call my female friend and try to salvage our friendship. im affraid that it might not be the best idea, i've had a crush for so long and its really rough on me sometimes knowing that she'll never wanna be anything more than just friends. but.....we are really great as just friends, i miss the talks and good times, etc. so its either get her back, deal with the urges, and have a solid friend or just straight up let her go and move on.

anyone got any ideas?

keep in mind that i fucked up pretty bad and there's a chance she won't want anything to do with me.

i promise i won't bring this up again, i just needed to get it out to someone other than myself. thanks for listening. Rock and roll!!

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