Hey SG!
It's been almost a year since my last blog entry, and though I've checked in on some of my nearest and dearest on SG a few times, I really haven't been on here much more than 5-6 times in the last year either (not even to look at the sweet sexy pics- how sad is that)?
It's damn near 4 AM, and I'm trying to sleep, so here it all is in a nutshell:
I'm trying to decide if I want to keep my SG account. I've been an SG fan for years (always will be, from where I'm sittin') but I'm not really getting the most out of this site, and although that's entirely my bag, why pay for something that you don't use, right?
So I'm going to do what I can to decide if I want to keep my profile here up and running. April 09, 2011 is Decision day. I'm going to do what I can to contribute more (comment, blog, post pics, updates, send messages, the whole nine yards). But it's a two way street: as pathetic as it sounds, it is incredibly demoralizing to contribute with a real effort, only to get a negative response, or perhaps worse, no response at all.
So- if I get back into SG, and I'm happy and satisfied with it as I used to be, I'll renew on April 09 for another year. If I'm still really on the fence, just don't know what to do, I'll renew for another 3 months. And if I come to the conclusion that this just isn't for me anymore, I'll just delete the account altogether.
Please note: this isn't a threat, or a cry for help, or whining (though it kinda feels like whining right now!)- it's just tired old me, at 3:55 AM, trying to re-establish some footing here with where I'm at with the whole SG thing.
So there it is- and I know I've done a shit-job at following through with this promise before...but I'll talk to y'all again tomorrow, with a big profile update, and a bigger blog entry that actually has something more informative to say.
In the meanwhile, you can all do me a favor: if you read this, even if it didn't compel you to make a meaningful comment, please leave something so I know you were here. Say anything at all, so that I know I'm not talking to the ephemera here! It means a lot to me to know that someone is reading this, especially those of you who used to be so near and dear to me (you should know who your are, if you have a half-decent memory)!
Thanks a bunch, and let me just say, I'm glad to be back- hopefully that won't change between now and April 09 2011!
It's been almost a year since my last blog entry, and though I've checked in on some of my nearest and dearest on SG a few times, I really haven't been on here much more than 5-6 times in the last year either (not even to look at the sweet sexy pics- how sad is that)?
It's damn near 4 AM, and I'm trying to sleep, so here it all is in a nutshell:
I'm trying to decide if I want to keep my SG account. I've been an SG fan for years (always will be, from where I'm sittin') but I'm not really getting the most out of this site, and although that's entirely my bag, why pay for something that you don't use, right?
So I'm going to do what I can to decide if I want to keep my profile here up and running. April 09, 2011 is Decision day. I'm going to do what I can to contribute more (comment, blog, post pics, updates, send messages, the whole nine yards). But it's a two way street: as pathetic as it sounds, it is incredibly demoralizing to contribute with a real effort, only to get a negative response, or perhaps worse, no response at all.
So- if I get back into SG, and I'm happy and satisfied with it as I used to be, I'll renew on April 09 for another year. If I'm still really on the fence, just don't know what to do, I'll renew for another 3 months. And if I come to the conclusion that this just isn't for me anymore, I'll just delete the account altogether.
Please note: this isn't a threat, or a cry for help, or whining (though it kinda feels like whining right now!)- it's just tired old me, at 3:55 AM, trying to re-establish some footing here with where I'm at with the whole SG thing.
So there it is- and I know I've done a shit-job at following through with this promise before...but I'll talk to y'all again tomorrow, with a big profile update, and a bigger blog entry that actually has something more informative to say.
In the meanwhile, you can all do me a favor: if you read this, even if it didn't compel you to make a meaningful comment, please leave something so I know you were here. Say anything at all, so that I know I'm not talking to the ephemera here! It means a lot to me to know that someone is reading this, especially those of you who used to be so near and dear to me (you should know who your are, if you have a half-decent memory)!
Thanks a bunch, and let me just say, I'm glad to be back- hopefully that won't change between now and April 09 2011!