desra

I'm thinking about my brother again. He has been missing since March of this year. No one knows anything about him. I'm going insane. How am I supposed to handle this kind of situation? And now I'm crying. It just raelly hit home when my mom said "I just want a missing persons report to be filed because when a body turns up I want to be contacted"....And we can't do anything right now. She can't do anything> it's going to be left up to me. WHY is he gone?? DAMNIT.....I wish I knew what to feel and I wish I knew he was ok.
I MISS YOU NIK
Desra