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Since I spend much of my life in my own head, and much of that time is spent in masturbatory fantasy, I"m trying to become more aware of the content of my fantasies -- I've spent the last day with a fantasy flashing in my mind, one that is wonderfully erotic but completely....well, I don't know. In my mind I'm watching...
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desperado54:
Almost all of the sex I've had in this life, relatively speaking, has been with myself--masturbating to porn.  This puts most of my sexual experience in my own head. I've had several sex partners, but that's in the past now.  I'm no longer a viable candidate as a sex partner. Too bad: I have a lot of knowledge and experience, but there's very little sex appeal left.  Well, as they say, "Youth is wasted on the young."
desperado54:
When I leave here in a few weeks, I will miss SG a bit. What I won't miss, though, is the love. I wasn't loved here. I did get a lot of amazing experiences beholding real beauty.  Beauty, yes; love, no.