desirey

Things can't go worse than this!!! This summer is nothing as I wished it to be and my hopes are still up that it will get better as soon as we go on vacation at the seaside but I don't know why I am so exited about that, everything else seem to fall apart why should I expect more from the vacation? But the thing is that that's not important because life's like this things go wrong and I don't seem to mind it so much now, the bad part is that I think my boyfriend isn't so attracted to me as before... Either he is so stressed out from work and the fact that nothing's going his way that he doesn't even think of looking at me or touching me to relax him that way or he is really starting to get used to us and I don't excite him any more... I haven't been more frustrated in my life because of that. I think I should talk to him about it all but I don't know how anymore... I should probably forget about any shoots as well and being an SG or anything... I don't know what to do damn it I feel useless!!!!!!!