desireenicole

This song is stuck in my head

Devotchka Lyrics

Exactly how I feel. I was young when we met. I had barely turned 18 when we started going out. I do wear my heart on my sleeve and he destroyed it, but I'm a hopeless romantic, so what are you gona do, right? =P I cried a lot in the 2 1/2 years, sometimes late at night when he was asleep. I never told him. It would have hurt him. I really loved him, with every ounce of my being. I gave him everything. I really did.
I moved out my things this passed weekend. He took my entire comic book collection and my playstation 2. Who knows what else he took? He wont answer my texts about my belongings... He's trying to be kool with my friends all of a sudden. He never liked any of them. Now hes inviting them to parties. I undertsand he's upset that I left, that I was too tired of feeling so unappreciated and taken advantage of and realized I deserve so much better, but why hurt me? Why steal frome me and turn my "best friend" against me? I never meant to hurt him. Thats the last thing I wanted to do... Even though thats all he did to me... We could've been friends if he weren't so stubborn. If he was a little more forgiving like me...
I don't regret my decision... I don't regret the passed 2 1/2 years. I've learned a lot... About him... guys... myself. I now know 150% what I want in life...
It's a little lonely being single... I miss cuddling, watching movies until 3 am while snuggled under a blanket, feeling like I am the whole world to this one person. Like I am... "the one"...
But I know one day I will find my special someone. I will be "the one" to an amazing person lol
One day...