desireenicole

I have had an insane craving for Olive Garden and a cherry ICEE for way too long.

It sucks feeling unwanted everywhere you go.

I wish I wasn't so fragile.

I'm craving a cigarette.

I'm happy that I wont be living under the same roof as my grumpy ass sister, but I'm going to miss having my neice walk into my room and mumble to...
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Desi without Mikey79 is like Bella without Edward. Seriously though.

Since I lost my job, we have been struggling with money. So I filed for unemployment and have an interview on the 17th. Well the other day my sister asks me if we can talk. I already knew what was going on. So I followed her into th eliving room and her fiance was there. I stood there, waiting for them to say something. Long...
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To close out 2010 for good I just wanna post some videos and quotes that describe the passed year perfectly for me.



"He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I...
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January 2010
I get held hostage in my own home after finding out I was cheated on for the 4th time.
March 2010
My turtle mysteriously dies under the care of an asshole ex.
April 2010
I lose my first apartment, along with all my money and many of my valued belongings.
June 2010
I fail a class I was sure I would pass. I...
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All I ever ask of anyone close to me, is to have my back whenever I need help. I will always have yours. Wipe my tears when I cry. Hold my hand when I'm scared. Listen to me ramble about absolutly nothing when I have to vent. Especially if the same blood runs through our veins. And in return I promise I will do all...
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I don't like my new job.

I'm exhausted.

Went to the ER last night and took countless tests and x rays and ultrasounds to find out, after 3 hours, that I had a ruptured ovarian cyst. That's why I had the stupid pain.

All I can do is take pain meds and wait for it to 'hopefully' go away.

So things got much better much sooner than I thought. I have a new job that I start Sunday for my training. I'm Assistant Manager at a gas station, where my younger sister works. So I'm her boss hahaha. It's Mon-Fri 6am-2pm which is what I have been wanting for forever. We have family get togethers almost every weekend, so it's perfect. My little brother's...
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This will be a long ass blog, so forgive my ranting and complaining.

So I have been kind of sick lately. I have a sharp pain on my side, by my hip. I went to the doctor about 2 weeks ago and he put me on a diet and has me taking medicine that doesn't do a damn thing to help me. I had to...
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