Well, this has been an odd weekend, and a sad way to start out a new one as well.
I had a good weekend with Twizz, and his son. I didn't have my own kids all weekend, but I was not kidless. His son, mind you isn't a big chicken like mine are, so we got to at least go see the new 'silent hill'. We all loved it! I also had the weekend off, but I ran around with them all day Sat, and most of Sun insteed of relaxing like I should have.
Today, well....it even started off all wrong. I know it's the mommy in me, but I tend to let other peoples problems get to me, because I suppose I care too much, or at least I know I worry too much to say the least. I found out at 8:15 this morn, when I was woke back up by a phone call from my grandmother, that my best girlfriend is in trouble with the law.
Felonies. Quiet a few of them....for drugs....shes been hiding from me for a week, knowing I would say at least something constructive, yet disarming. She doesn't like that. It might make her think too hard. Make her feel guilty, or worse, want to stop.
Then when I returned from work, I called another friend looking for info on friend A, and to just check on friend B (due to the fact she's been going thru a difficult pregnancy).
Night bofore last, she lost the baby. After 7 monthes, and 2 monthes of bed rest, he was born without vocal cords, and unable to even swallow. Too sad. I'm beyond words, any farther than that at this time. Hope every one is having a better day than this today.
I'll try an add an update to this tomorrow, with something happier.
I had a good weekend with Twizz, and his son. I didn't have my own kids all weekend, but I was not kidless. His son, mind you isn't a big chicken like mine are, so we got to at least go see the new 'silent hill'. We all loved it! I also had the weekend off, but I ran around with them all day Sat, and most of Sun insteed of relaxing like I should have.
Today, well....it even started off all wrong. I know it's the mommy in me, but I tend to let other peoples problems get to me, because I suppose I care too much, or at least I know I worry too much to say the least. I found out at 8:15 this morn, when I was woke back up by a phone call from my grandmother, that my best girlfriend is in trouble with the law.
Felonies. Quiet a few of them....for drugs....shes been hiding from me for a week, knowing I would say at least something constructive, yet disarming. She doesn't like that. It might make her think too hard. Make her feel guilty, or worse, want to stop.
Then when I returned from work, I called another friend looking for info on friend A, and to just check on friend B (due to the fact she's been going thru a difficult pregnancy).
Night bofore last, she lost the baby. After 7 monthes, and 2 monthes of bed rest, he was born without vocal cords, and unable to even swallow. Too sad. I'm beyond words, any farther than that at this time. Hope every one is having a better day than this today.
I'll try an add an update to this tomorrow, with something happier.
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jennylou:
((hugs)) I'm sorry that you don't get to go... I have always had a hard time with them anyway... I find grieving very much to be a private thing... so I have never been big on funerals... and like you said, the fact that she knows that you are there for her is the most important thing.
anteros:
Sorry to read about the troubles around you, but glad to know that you're ok and still around. It's been hit or (mostly) miss here lately, but getting better. Hope everything does the same for you and that all is well in your immediate world! 
