Oh no, I'm now back together with my ex the only American man that can really rock my boat. And he's talking about marriage and children! I really want that with him because he's the first and only one I loved and wanted to be with. Now, I'm not sure If I want to stay on SG. I really wish I could delete my submission or something before anyone could see it until I talk to him about it because I only have a week before it's ready for member review. I'm really scared that he would think less of me if he found out. Because with him I've lived up to this "good girl,conservative but sexy" image. I really don't know how to bring up the conversation. Really, I have to wait a while since he's had a close relative pass away this week. I want him to still feel like my body is exclusive to him (yes, if it were anyone else but him I wouldn't care). UGH, I'm freaking out right now!
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