well its been awhile since i wrote in here and lots of things have been happening lately that people might beinterested about. first off i am stuck in baghdad for awhile longer still and the time has yet to be determined which sucks since i hate this damn country and want to go home. second off i have been htinking about my ex a lot lately which doesn't help. and third i have been in some form of physical and or emotional pain constantly for awhile now and i can't take much more. i have been trying to find interesting people to talk to and maybe when i get home start hanging out wiht or dating but it hasn't gone too well. so basically i am extending an open invite to anyone who might be interested to send me a reply to this and i wil sincerly consider trying out a relationship wiht you. i really need to find a way to get over my ex and i don't think i iwill be able to do that till i find someone i can care about like i did her. and what makes matters worse is that since i am in pain so much i have been doing anything possible to ease that pain even for only moments at a time. and in the process of doing that i have been waisting the extra money i have been geting that i know full well i should be saving. to be completely honest i don't know that anyone is goona read this so if you actually do read this please give some kind of response be it advice or a real reply or whatever anything will do it will atleast give me somethin to read so that i don;t hate life as bad anymore.
madison:
post on my journal it looks better and is easy to reply than that message stuff...when you get home safe in jan let me know pa is semi close. good luck till then 