demonic420

How can you tell me not to be mad when you leave your son on the bus when you know your suppose to pick him up at the bus stop? I sware I'm going to beat the living hell out of my brother. He's a father he's a boyfriend and I'm telling you it's really none of my business but he is really doing a fucking horrible job at both. The only reason he has a family is because he wanted something that I don't have. He knows what kinda father I would be because we got into a fight over me telling him what he should do when his oldest son went in for surgery. He turned his anger on me that happened between him and is in law and flat out told me "if I know what to do I should raise them" so I said I would do a better job being a father. And he knows it. He don't do shit for his family, he likes to think so but I don't want to talk about his down side. I don't know, I really need to find someone to talk to other than myself. It's been going on for years, I see and hear girls talk about how their baby daddy is an asshole. I always told myself I would be there for my child. It sucks when you don't have any when you see everyone around you pregnant. It's like hello? Everyone knew he was an asshole you stupid bitch. And here I am going insane.

HE'S YOUR SON YOU FUCKING IDIOT. BE A FATHER!
Now a days I'm glad I don't have any kids cause I would hate not to be there when I'm gone.
I thought writing it would help but I'm more pissed off now.