demonic420

I feel I'm in a self distructive state of mind. Everything don't seem the way they are, I see my family and co workers everyday. All I see are demons....is that weird? Like they are out to torment me with they had. When I say I'm alone, it maybe just me but when I look around I don't see anyone. I turned my phone off cause it seems a waist of money. I pay every month only to talk to one person I thought I could count on. But lately I find myself staring at my phone each day hoping I get a text or a call, and not from bill collectors, that don't count haha.

Sleep is getting harder every night. A month ago I use to fall asleep around 2-3am, before that usually after midnight. Now for the pass week I've been going to sleep after 5am. Wake up at 8 and go about my day. I'm off to work so wish me luck and pray I don't blow my top off. I'm at the edge that I broke my window cause someone took my fan without asking. Stupid I know, now I owe myself a new window before it starts to get cold.

Peace out yo haha. That felt better