demonic420

Today at work was interesting...have you ever gotten to the point where your sooo angry that after all that anger...you laugh afterwards? Today was one of those days. It feels good to laugh, I know I need to do it more. I'm not myself lately and every is starting to notice. I want to say thanks to some of my co workers for trying to help but at the same time I want to say FUCK OFF!!!!then I'm sorryAfterwards.

I wish we had a strip club around, at least I can pay a nice girl to sit and talk to. Don't get me wrong about strip clubs, sure they're naked and I thank them for the view. I just want to have a conversation with an attractive woman. If it turns out to be fun maybe we can do stuff with more clothes on haha. Most guys want to just have sex with them and move on. I'm looking for interesting and fun people I can be myself with. What ever happens between us happens.

I'm just babbling, was talking about work then strip clubs....oh yeah that's right. I need to let off some steam. Clear my mind. Relax. Chillax. I'm way to stressed out.

Had a weird dream this morning.....I was in my living room and I slowly watched this car pull up and drop someone off, don't know who. Then I notice the guy sneaking around the door area. Me my brother and cousin open the door to see the guy with a rock and knife. I think he was planning on getting hostel or something. But we chased him and caught him, I took away his knife. I ran my fingers along the blade and it was dull as hell. I laughed in his face and said something I forgot. Next thing you know I slit his throat, cut off this head, then his arms, chopped him in half by the waist, dug a hole and burned his body.....I was still dreaming when I went inside into my room, laid down on my bed, closed my eyes and I woke up thinking to myself.....What The Fuck?

I felt like The King all day, and I do mean Elvis Prestly, thank you....thank you very much was singing "Blue Sway Shoes", "Hound Dog", "Jailhouse Rock", "Are You Lonesome", and "Dont Be Cruel". I wish I had a chance to see him live. If I had a time machine I'd go back to see Elvis, Buddy Holly, Richie Valins, Johnny Cash and the rest of the 50's greatest musicians. Real \m/ Rock'n'Roll \m/

Sometimes I wonder if I would have ever been a total dick/asshole/jerk if I was skinnier. It's nice to hear, oh don't say that your fine just the way you are. Then tell me why is it that when I asked you out you turned me down faster than volume on a tv set? And go with they guy that beats you and treats you like shit. You know he's cheating on you and he still does. Fucking Twilight looking mutherfucker.And all I want is someone by my side to hold and call my own, to spoil, to enjoy being together. Shit I know I'm fluffy...haha thank you Gabrial E. I love that term "Fluffy" hey fluffy!...mire. Hahaha. Even all my fluffy heroes lose alot of weight.....wants going on? Did I not get a memo that being fat isn't cool anymore? What happen?

I think I said enough haha. SG is my new Facebook.
How sad is that? Haha
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