demoniacsmile

I've been in the same shitty mood lately. Very cynical, and hating just about everything in my life. Atleast "Angel" heard about my accident and is coming to see me - even excited about it. I couldn't believe it when I heard. Just the chance to see her would be heaven. She has a boyfriend now, but I know I could never be with her anyway.

Im going out tommorow for my annual christmas outting to the King Of Prussia Mall. My mom will buy me everything I want for x-mas. I will probably get some Cowboy Bebop DVD's (hoping to finish my collection), some CD's, books, the works, I suppose.

Rehab is going no better than it has been, and more and more people are joining the Day Hospital program that are in better shape than I am. It's too depressing. I need something worthwhile in my life and it just doesn't seem to be happening, in more ways that just my disabilty.

I need more cloves. I ran out again, just bought two packs at the Cherry Hill Mall on a Day Hospital outting. They ran out quick. And I fnished the Black's first, too, my favorite kind. Partly because they are better, and partly because I wanted to finish my lesser favorite "Specials" because I'd have less of a taste for them when they ran out, making me more able to wait until I get some more. Hopefully there is a Cigar Shop at the KoP, or I might have to wait until Monday, or even Thursday to go to South Street in Occupational Therapy to get some more.

I updated my webpage at http://www.neo-anime.org/~dclark. A new look.