Roommate situation may be figured out. That is aside from the fact that I am basically going to have to bike out to Howe and Hurley from midtown to sign paper work. Augh, it's gonna be a looooooong ride. I'm in good shape now, but that's still pretty far. And I have to bike to work Tuesday too.
I can't wait to get my car...
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I can't wait to get my car...
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I had a painful talk with Ryan this morning. Painful but necessary. I feel like some progress has been made. We had been living together for about a month after we had broken up before he told me he wanted to move out. He told me he felt that he was torturing me by staying here. Yesterday was the worst torture of my life. I...
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razziel:
Glad you are back, sorry for the hardships and hurts, but it's natural stresses of 'our times' could lead to breaking up.
Most arguments are based on money, sex, and kids.
The economic uncertainty of today is going to affect all three.
Most arguments are based on money, sex, and kids.
The economic uncertainty of today is going to affect all three.
tafkasp:
hey, you're back!
(i used to be SuicidePuppies btw)
it was only a week ago or so i gave up hope that you'd ever return and removed you from my friends' list. and now, here you are, making me feel like a fool for doing such a thing.
glad to see you're back. sorry it couldn't have been under happier circumstances. i hope whatever happens, that you'll be happy again. and realize that whatever strength you did come to find through Ryan, that it was a strength that you probably had in you all along. so, no matter what happens, i think you'll find it again.
anyway, i hope you're otherwise well. i wish you all the best during this time. and welcome back.
(i used to be SuicidePuppies btw)
it was only a week ago or so i gave up hope that you'd ever return and removed you from my friends' list. and now, here you are, making me feel like a fool for doing such a thing.

glad to see you're back. sorry it couldn't have been under happier circumstances. i hope whatever happens, that you'll be happy again. and realize that whatever strength you did come to find through Ryan, that it was a strength that you probably had in you all along. so, no matter what happens, i think you'll find it again.
anyway, i hope you're otherwise well. i wish you all the best during this time. and welcome back.

So, after a long hiatus, I have returned. I am single again, and not sure what to do with myself anymore, so it seemed time to rejoin and start over, and make friends again.
So many things have happened since I've been away. I fell more deeply in love then I ever though possible only to have it torn away from me. I've had two...
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So many things have happened since I've been away. I fell more deeply in love then I ever though possible only to have it torn away from me. I've had two...
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joker_:
Hey do you want my Corporate Warlords group?


a35mmlife:
i got my comp subscription yesterday too! its a reunion...
Okay, so my account is apparently not going to expire. Theories as to why are many and varied. I guess I'll just have to see how long it lasts....
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joker_:
Your account is unexpired! Yay!
luciefurr:
OMFG Yay!!! Do you want Make-up & Beauty Back? How have you been?!?!
Please don't touch me, I've come to far to let you bring me down
He's thinks that I'm easy but try as you might you can't have me now
These tedious dances we run through but I've memorized them now
I quietly melt down and consent to you if only just to bawl
As I stare through you and I stand quite still
And a...
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He's thinks that I'm easy but try as you might you can't have me now
These tedious dances we run through but I've memorized them now
I quietly melt down and consent to you if only just to bawl
As I stare through you and I stand quite still
And a...
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joker_:
You are back?
luciefurr:
I ♥ you pretty lady
Many of you may not know this, and some of you may not care, but both Moirae and I will be leaving the site soon, for reasons which shall remain unspecified. Those of you whom I am close to have my number and know where to find me should they desire.
Referencing my previous post, I went to the Smashbox counter in Nordstrom yesterday after...
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Referencing my previous post, I went to the Smashbox counter in Nordstrom yesterday after...
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tafkasp:
Meh, a site's a site. Gotta do what you gotta do.
I'm just glad you were here when you were, so we had the opportunity to befriend each other. You're one of my favorite people on here and I will miss that, but I have you on myspace and still have your number and AIM. We will be in touch. PM'ing you my personal email address now.
Hope you get the job!
I'm just glad you were here when you were, so we had the opportunity to befriend each other. You're one of my favorite people on here and I will miss that, but I have you on myspace and still have your number and AIM. We will be in touch. PM'ing you my personal email address now.
Hope you get the job!

dino:
Yay! Good luck! It was nice stalking you the other day

I've been a lazy fuck about updating. This is mostly because I feel like I don't have anything much to say- I haven't really been doing much outside of being sick, and working.
Actually this is not true. Ryan and I had great weekend- Friday we had our last lunch with my mother before she moved to Arizona on Sunday. We went out with our...
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Actually this is not true. Ryan and I had great weekend- Friday we had our last lunch with my mother before she moved to Arizona on Sunday. We went out with our...
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dino:
Oh. Then why the fuck haven't we had sushi together again yet?!
elizathetroll:
See? You had something to say after all.
Good luck improving your job situation! And you're still sick? That's got to suck. Get better! Immediately! That's an order.
Good luck improving your job situation! And you're still sick? That's got to suck. Get better! Immediately! That's an order.
So, I am not making this entry because I have anything new and exciting to report. I do not have a spectacularly interesting life, contrary to popular opinion. I am updating because the situation is so absurd, there is nothing else I can possibly do. There is a story here, so I'll start at the beginning. A great deal of it is TMI, and as...
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dino:
I love your story but hate that it involved burning in any way.

necia:
Oh, yikes.
You're better, I hope?
The lavender mud sounds awesome, if nothing else.

You're better, I hope?
The lavender mud sounds awesome, if nothing else.
Smoking the cigarettes more than I should
My hands won't stop shaking and that can't be good
I would forget you if only I could
Think about anything else
Slow dance at the end of the night
Everyone's looking who cares if it's right
Your head on my chest I held you so tight
I don't care what they have to say
Our feet were...
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My hands won't stop shaking and that can't be good
I would forget you if only I could
Think about anything else
Slow dance at the end of the night
Everyone's looking who cares if it's right
Your head on my chest I held you so tight
I don't care what they have to say
Our feet were...
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joker_:
Where in the world did my little sister get too? Something has been missing over here, and I think it involves skin care tips.
angelique21:
happy belated vday
Vacation time! Febaury 15 - 17th
$1,000 tax return: Check
Hotel reservations: Check
Dinner reservations at swanky resturant (Which I've had for three months): Check
More wine then we should drink in 3 days (6 bottles +1 bottle of port +1 bottle of champange): Check
3 pounds of chocolate: Check
Lots of cheese: half way check- need more
Still need: New outfit for swanky restarant,...
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$1,000 tax return: Check
Hotel reservations: Check
Dinner reservations at swanky resturant (Which I've had for three months): Check
More wine then we should drink in 3 days (6 bottles +1 bottle of port +1 bottle of champange): Check
3 pounds of chocolate: Check
Lots of cheese: half way check- need more
Still need: New outfit for swanky restarant,...
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trackcoach:
Have a wonderful time. Happy Valentines Day!
trackcoach:
So, Kage, how did the hotel and dinner go? I hope you had a great time. It is beautiful in Sacramento. I was there last june for the NCAA Track meet. I had a great time. Then I went to Reno to visit my first girlfriend. It had been a long time. I had a great time there too.
John
John
alas, we both have our friend requests turned off at the moment.