I am bored.... The bf left this morning for a week of training, so even more boredom is yet to come this week... I just want to go to bed right now, but in no way is going to bed at 4:30 in the afternoon a good idea. I am sooooo sick of being so tired all the time. Ugh. 
I dont even remember the last time i woke up in the morning feeling refreshed.
Hopefully nothing will happen to make things even worse, like possibly losing the job. Things have been pretty hairy around work lately, a lot of people have been gotten rid of, and i keep stressing that i am going to be next. So every time a deadline comes up for the project i am working on at the time i get all stressed out, thinking that i am going to be next. Damn economy.
But although i am so stressed about possibly losing the job, i am kind of in a way wishing it would happen. My job is ok, but definitely not something i want to do for the rest of my life. But i have nooo idea what i do want to do. Maybe losing my job would force me to actually figure out what i want to do? Or maybe i would just become a bum?
Road trip coming up this summer. Heading to Wisconsin and Montana with my boyfriend. I am really looking forward to it. I have been to Montana with him once, in the winter, and it was so beautiful. So i cant wait to see the mountains in the summer.
I dont even remember the last time i woke up in the morning feeling refreshed.
Hopefully nothing will happen to make things even worse, like possibly losing the job. Things have been pretty hairy around work lately, a lot of people have been gotten rid of, and i keep stressing that i am going to be next. So every time a deadline comes up for the project i am working on at the time i get all stressed out, thinking that i am going to be next. Damn economy.
But although i am so stressed about possibly losing the job, i am kind of in a way wishing it would happen. My job is ok, but definitely not something i want to do for the rest of my life. But i have nooo idea what i do want to do. Maybe losing my job would force me to actually figure out what i want to do? Or maybe i would just become a bum?
Road trip coming up this summer. Heading to Wisconsin and Montana with my boyfriend. I am really looking forward to it. I have been to Montana with him once, in the winter, and it was so beautiful. So i cant wait to see the mountains in the summer.