demigauge

well there is this girli barely get to hang out witha dn that i know...that i am deeply missing for some odd reason...her cute glasses...her sweet tiny lips..ahhh...i must be losing it..she was in my dream today...well also in mydream..i dreamed i was a soldier in a war somewhere..i think iraq..i was afraid i was gonna die...i kept plead not to die...but then for some reason things became peaful and all i had to do is keept he peace..and then it switched to what i guess was a welcome home party...where the cute girl that i really like with the glasses was there...our eyes met...and locked...and than we ran off to find a room where we could hide and play in secret...but we kept changing rooms...over and over...until we came to a room thatwas made out like those oriental dividers that slide open adn shut...we slowly undressed each other ..and started the fun..then my brother found us..and i was embarrassed again...
hmm...i wonder what is wrong with that this girl has enchanted me so...blargh...i think life or whatever is out there likes to torment me

been getting a few suggestions for people about my hair..some have said blood red with plaitnum streaks...some have said the red with black streaks woulf look goo..others say the plain platinum blond..and some have said the blond with red streaks...blargh..damn you people for giving me so many choices..your evil you know that