demigauge

i hate going to get a pap smear...so nervous that my stomach hurts and i feel like i'm gonna hurl...merf
just another reason why i hate being a woman..

oh a lighter not i'm going to the beach afterwards so the day won't be a total loss. not much to report....
so her eis another poem of mine

Mother
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Stumbling,Twisting
Mangling my body and soul
Falling into nothing further I go,Further I live
Wondering when can I rest without pain anymore

Mother can you help me?
Mother can you hear me?
these bandages won't help anymore

They say there is a sadness in my eyes
I can't see it, so how can they?