demigauge

so if anyone wants to see boojiboy naked go to

naked boojiboy

it's actualy a nice sight to see..hehehe



so yeha the party was ok..a little boring...didnt get drunk at all forsome reason...think i might be loosing the sg spirit....maybe? *shrugs*

so you monkey have a lovely weeked..i sorta did..got to see some flame dancing ..met some more people from sg that are awesome...and someone was running around the party lifting ther kilt and flashing everyone

which everytime i adverted my eyes..cause the penis scares me.

i met the lovely echo...who i love and adore now..cause she is such a nice girl and a very good person to talk to about things. plus she is an awesome fire dancer..los met her husband who i will say is very looney

well much love to everyone and thanks josh for the ride home

laters kiddies

p.s. if you want to see more of the pics like the one on my profile www.photos.yahoo.com/demi_gauge

and check out the folder called black

:update: 01/20/03

well it's um 6am and i'm having trouble sleeping again..must be the sever depression thing happenin for me...has been happening since well let's see since the second of this month...the feeling wher ei just want to hide in my apartment and never come out caus ei hvae no friends to hang and nobody wants to hang with me..oh wait that is happening..well most likely it is my fault since i am staying at home..but hey no mney and less hours at work can do that..i don't know if i should be thankful for less or what..
so who knows..maybe there will be a funeral posting for me sometime soon on the boards...would be quite interesting to see if anyone would come that..of course this is a need for attetion but hell who cares..i am greedy as fuck ..and another thing how come i'm always thought of as that cute little younger sister type..i'm like what the fuck...is all i am is cute to people..that is like death to a girl
merf
well at least last night fiasco gave me a chance to write some poems..which i haven't done in a long time..i only get creative when i'm contemplating suicide..weird eh?
so what if i die..won't be noticed..just another less useless person on the planet sucking it up right?
one less person to take up space...one less SELFISH person...more room for the happy shiney people where they think someone is weak cause they don't want to live...well fuck you...your not in my head..are YOU? so FUCK YOU!

and please don't play with the fire alarm...fuckers