demigauge

well here i am again 4:19am...not a bit sleepy and talking to people on aim. so folks how is you life going? mine ok i guess..nothing to exciting except for me making my hair and the possibility i might get a new job with levi's. i should know about the job by the end of the week or next week. the store is suppose to go into this old bar on 23rd right next to american outfitters.
plus i'm going to to the sewing thins orchid invited me to. so that's gonna be fun, and tomorrow i'm getting those trimspa pills so i'll start loosing weight and working out again......random poem

squish me down, break me upside down
shit on me,take me aprt till i'm yours
is that your laughing that i'm hearing at the door?
don't think i'm good enough for you anymore
don't think i'm something that is adored
i only feel the horror of what i look like through peoples eyes and how ugly i am inside
people that despise me
people that hate me
people that don't understand
make me try, make me live a lie
cause i don't think i want to be here anymore


1. what is the thing you like about yourself the most?

2.if you could be anything you wanted in the world what would you be and why?