demigauge

merf......

i think ineed to go to a shrink and get some happy pills

i'm lashing out at people to much...mostly cause i'm not happy ith myself....and i precieve that others don't like to be around me..cause no one calls or wants to hang out...blargh

i hate myself..and i shouldn'tbe around other people because like i said i lash out and piss them off..so i can push them away..don't want to get hurt...like to stay in my solitude...but then again no...i'm just socialy inept..

i think i realy do need to take those pill for th sleep..and i know i will get atteion for this...but then it will fade...and things will be the same again