demigauge

hey kids i canceled my account...so i will be seeing your around maybe maybe not...if you want ways to contact me...i'm on aim ...and you can get my e-mail or something form others....laters

well today i got see what my schedule is gonna be like and i thik i get my cute little vest or something whatever their gonna make me wear...so now my time is owned by walgreens..i am walgreens bitch..woot woot

plus i am gonnna cash me check from eroticbpm and get some clothes that i ight need so i have soemthing to wear to work....and...
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hey kids what is up...things are slightyly better than they were before...the funeral was on saturday the 4th..and i was over at the parents place in vancouver,wa since wednesday of last week to the day of the funeral...

blargh...

but i am still not gonna be on the that much caus ei have to tend to the boy...and pritty soon i will start work at...
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um...i might not be around for a long while..my boyfriend's mom just died today at 9:30pm..from a stroke..she was only 51 years old...

i'll see you guys around

hey kids i thought i should update... i didn't go to planned parenthood and i talked to a friend who has had the smae problems..and it was a miscarriage...so yeah..it's odd i had no clue i was even pregnant..weirdness...

but yeha went to pirate thursdays...nobody really stuck around long cause it seemed like everyone was tired or something...

never got a call back from eddie...
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weird i think i had a miscarriage on sunday...i don't know for sure...i'm gonna go to planned parenthood and find out...
or it might be nothing

*shrus* who knows

weird



*update*

called planned parenthood and they directed me to a nurse hotline....and she said it sounds like nothing serious but i think i might go to planned parenthoods walking appointments tomorrow..just to make sure...ack!

look i am home..i ahve been runign around the town with dear sweet echo..merf

and now i am home witha full stomach a shower...and back witht eh boy..all is semi right with the world...except that i have to job hunt to moorw and all week


blargh..merf
blargh

well.. went to pirate thursdays last night...it was fun...thanks to milo who bought me beer and tunes..and thanks to disappear here for making a complete goof out of himself as usual heh..

blargh...i'm suhc a lazy bitch i decided to go to the 4pm interview instead cause well i didn't want to be leaving the house in a rush plus my pants smell icky...
merf

hey thanks for the well whishing kids..i'm gonna need it all...and tomorrow i hit the pavement some more...hopefully i will be getting some results soon for all my effort i have put in...hopefully...

blargh....today i was so bored with nothing to do me and the b/f went to 94.7NRK's sucky city challenge thing...met some of the people handed out eroticBPM stickers...got asked to be one...
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LOOK...SEEE I'M STILL ALIVE!!!

sorta...been job hunting all week and well didn't have access to my internet cause someone tried to hack into my roomates AOl account...

but i did notice i was having interent withdrawl...not good...but i did get a alot of comic book reading done...

and i did go to an interview on wednesday at anne taylor loft...the lady liked me but said...
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i'll think of something...

my b/f just decided to pt 30day notice into the apartment complex..without letting me know until now...HWAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO DO...WHERE AM I GONNA LIVE...??

he's gonna move back to his parents ..my parents live in corvallis..i do not want to move back to corvallis ..i can't..i'll die there....i no idea what to think right..i don't know what is gonna happen to...
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