I am super tired. I have no reason to be.
I spent 40$, I dont have on black/grey faux turtle rimmed sunglasses. They are too large for my face a wee bit, but that just means my face looks smaller.
I am staying home and drinking tea and having the longest bath of my life tonight. As well as catching up on reading and homework....
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I spent 40$, I dont have on black/grey faux turtle rimmed sunglasses. They are too large for my face a wee bit, but that just means my face looks smaller.
I am staying home and drinking tea and having the longest bath of my life tonight. As well as catching up on reading and homework....
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Weirdest moment that I have experienced in a really long time:
I was riding with Adam on our way to his place tonight to watch the hockey game, veg, and play monopoly. We are driving along Fernwood street and approach Pandora. We see this ambulance moving very slowly almost to the intersection. It has its lights and sirens going. In from, to the right of...
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I was riding with Adam on our way to his place tonight to watch the hockey game, veg, and play monopoly. We are driving along Fernwood street and approach Pandora. We see this ambulance moving very slowly almost to the intersection. It has its lights and sirens going. In from, to the right of...
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su:
my guess is that the ambulence encountered the woman, alerted police, and was following the woman, pending the arrival of police.
that aside, that was a really bizzare scene, and gave me a good laugh
that aside, that was a really bizzare scene, and gave me a good laugh

d_infinite:
That's cool. I see things like that and I wish I had a video camera. One time I was on a bus and I watched a man in a gas mask and another man walk down the street together and while crossing the street, the man without the gas mask started vomiting heavily while continuing to cross. That was a video camera moment as well. Your story reminded me of it and I thought I'd share it with you. That's a great weird moment and it will be with you for the rest of your life. cherish it.
peace.
peace.
Ive had it with my computer. Stupid internet updates. I never should've installed them.
Ive resorted to using my Opera browser, rather than Explorer. This is because msn messenger and aim wont work when I use Explorer. I hate computers.
I am thinking of saving data and starting from scratch. This would be far easier than trying to fix the problem.
I have tried. And...
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Ive resorted to using my Opera browser, rather than Explorer. This is because msn messenger and aim wont work when I use Explorer. I hate computers.
I am thinking of saving data and starting from scratch. This would be far easier than trying to fix the problem.
I have tried. And...
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aanya:
ahhh...try riding a bus in Hawaii! I almost died I swear...I was getting all hyperventilatey (is that a word??) and spinny and stuff...not fun.
And yes I know the feeling of stupid people in classes....there is this one guy in my Pop Culture class...GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
What is this talk of me manufacturing an outfit????

And yes I know the feeling of stupid people in classes....there is this one guy in my Pop Culture class...GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
What is this talk of me manufacturing an outfit????


su:
definitely kick him in the chin, or in the nuts, that's my personal favorite.
ppl do suck

ppl do suck
Here is a recent(5 min ago) converstion I had with a boy that I wanted to kick. It was on AIM:
[dumbboy]: hey, i seen u on ftj. are u busy?
[Unknown]: a tad.
[dumbboy]: see ya
DementiaAlone: not terribly.
[dumbboy]: oh ok sorry
[dumbboy]: i am gottaloveme on ftj if u wanna look
DementiaAlone: its fine
DementiaAlone: i dont need to. but i may...
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[dumbboy]: hey, i seen u on ftj. are u busy?
[Unknown]: a tad.
[dumbboy]: see ya
DementiaAlone: not terribly.
[dumbboy]: oh ok sorry
[dumbboy]: i am gottaloveme on ftj if u wanna look
DementiaAlone: its fine
DementiaAlone: i dont need to. but i may...
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lx:
That is fucking fabulous! Why do people assume that every person that gets online and chats is looking to get laid...?Mostly boys think that way... I am sure the pictures would have made him a whole lot smarter...
paleenchantress:
just wanted to give you kisses ~




Today was filled with Value Village hunting, and Dennys.
I found a pretty black slip/dress that I didnt try on, but never the less fits like it was made for me.
I then made my way to Dennys to meet Denyss for cherry cokes.
As is often the case, we ended up talking about our misgivings and new stories and ideas and before we knew,...
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I found a pretty black slip/dress that I didnt try on, but never the less fits like it was made for me.
I then made my way to Dennys to meet Denyss for cherry cokes.
As is often the case, we ended up talking about our misgivings and new stories and ideas and before we knew,...
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d_infinite:
I agree.
aanya:
I have my spells of on again off again with SG as well...sometimes it is just too much and not interesting anymore. it happens.
I will send you pics of my tattoos when they are done...you can drool over them and be inspired to go and get some done!!!!

I will send you pics of my tattoos when they are done...you can drool over them and be inspired to go and get some done!!!!


Miss Akuma is coming over today around 5 pm!
I am happy. We are going to play MarioKart. And I spent the last of my food money for the month on baby presents, in case I cant come to the baby shower.
I had to order "feeble" dan pizza again last night. This is amusing. You'd think a boy with lots of money, a hot...
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I am happy. We are going to play MarioKart. And I spent the last of my food money for the month on baby presents, in case I cant come to the baby shower.
I had to order "feeble" dan pizza again last night. This is amusing. You'd think a boy with lots of money, a hot...
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godlessnerd:
haha, i guess i am kindof a pussy, i'd rather not be deaf... but thats just me
i like you too missy
keep up the good work.

i like you too missy

mindless:
Who are the Black Halos?
To Noone:
.....make me want you......
To Everyone:
.....it's never enough.....
Saw some old man die today. Didnt feel sad. I think I should have.
Cleaned more, nose burning from Orange Clean.
Spent a few hours in Walmart, it is my Disneyland.
Trying to undustify my house so Miss.Kitty wont be as sneezy as I, when she comes tommorow.
Oh, Last sunday, this lady came...
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.....make me want you......
To Everyone:
.....it's never enough.....
Saw some old man die today. Didnt feel sad. I think I should have.
Cleaned more, nose burning from Orange Clean.
Spent a few hours in Walmart, it is my Disneyland.
Trying to undustify my house so Miss.Kitty wont be as sneezy as I, when she comes tommorow.
Oh, Last sunday, this lady came...
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posh:
thanks sweetie.
3 more hours until i leave!
i hope my plane doesn't fall out of the sky. heh.

3 more hours until i leave!
i hope my plane doesn't fall out of the sky. heh.
lx:
You wear donated clothes? OK, we'll keep it a secret. It was black and it fit. I mean, what could you do?
So many peopel have contacted me today. Normally, I would find this overwhelming, but I rather enjoyed it.
First, my friend Larry called from Mississippi..to check in. He is trying to get things in order, to move back to Portland.
Then I talked to Davey. It was brief, but good. I miss him, and esp. so, since I am not going to Vancouver anylonger. Once...
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First, my friend Larry called from Mississippi..to check in. He is trying to get things in order, to move back to Portland.
Then I talked to Davey. It was brief, but good. I miss him, and esp. so, since I am not going to Vancouver anylonger. Once...
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mindless:
Oh, friends can and do suck a lot of the time. But on that rare occasion when you really need to tell someone something and get advice, friends do come in handy. And maybe we'll be good friends, who knows? Unless one of us stabs the other in the back. But who knows unless you take a chance? THanks again!
jgo:
So I just noticed that yr first favorite movie is 'Ladies and Gentlemen the Fabulous Stains'. You have now become officially radder than rad. I saw it once in the basement of cbgb's at some weird zine thingy and have been looking for a copy since then. You just earned mad punk points, I'll have to ask the council, but I think that gets something like 230 points....
Today, after removing some people on my list, for non personal reasons, I threw away, or donated rather, most of my clothes away.
Usually, my hair would be next to go, but seeing as how I dont have as whole lot...Ive been steadying myself from my new haircutting scissors.
Its ironic really. Not feeling social, yet removing some people that I didnt talk to much...it...
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Usually, my hair would be next to go, but seeing as how I dont have as whole lot...Ive been steadying myself from my new haircutting scissors.
Its ironic really. Not feeling social, yet removing some people that I didnt talk to much...it...
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mindless:
Good Lord you're gorgeous. You remind me of someone I once knew.......brings back memories.......and self doubt is only human. I want many things but I usually don't get them. I'm not really content with what I have, but I have to deal with it anyway, no matter how disheartening it is. You have a great taste in music by the way.......friends?
barny:
i have to protect myself from my hair cutting sissors too. wel i hacked my hair off also... and ditto, have to be careful now.... wud look really terrible if much shorter
*sigh* its so hard having so much ambition in life aint it?
love random you dont know but girl who thinks your pic looks cool
*sigh* its so hard having so much ambition in life aint it?
love random you dont know but girl who thinks your pic looks cool

This probably isnt the place to be saying this..but what the fuck.
Ive been growing increasingly antisocial. I have cancelled my trip to Vancouver, on account that I dont want to meet new people.
My misogynist feelings are growing. It isnt a hatred for women really, because as it stands I hate all people, men and women, in general, equally.
It is just an annoyance...
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Ive been growing increasingly antisocial. I have cancelled my trip to Vancouver, on account that I dont want to meet new people.
My misogynist feelings are growing. It isnt a hatred for women really, because as it stands I hate all people, men and women, in general, equally.
It is just an annoyance...
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dementia_____:
I dont feel bad.
poser:
Try this:
In my journel write fuck you, I hate you measily greasy phycho.
Go to a gun range, demand a .55 caliber gun and go apeshit on the target.
Go to chucky cheese and play in the moonwalk and throw plastic balls around.
Go to the best phycologist and say you are the one with fucking problem.
Go to a hummer dealership do what you feel if you were Ranger Rick.
Or ignore this and go in my journal and write fuck you, I hate you measily greasy phycho.
In my journel write fuck you, I hate you measily greasy phycho.
Go to a gun range, demand a .55 caliber gun and go apeshit on the target.
Go to chucky cheese and play in the moonwalk and throw plastic balls around.
Go to the best phycologist and say you are the one with fucking problem.
Go to a hummer dealership do what you feel if you were Ranger Rick.
Or ignore this and go in my journal and write fuck you, I hate you measily greasy phycho.
You and your bubble tea.
"I love cookies!"
"Why don't you marry them pee-wee!"
I love your journals too, i like to know what you are up to
I blame it on you.
Thanks for the tip. I hope to god that you didn't learn that through personal experience.
peace.