delores

my margarte cho dvd came yesterday, and i watched it twice after work last night.

really after work, i went to applebee's with kristin and we were seated in front of these morons (one of whom i recognized from high school). they were talking very loudly about sex and the like. the girls they were with couldn't have been much older than 18...the boys were carrying on about sex... of them said that he got some girl off 10 times in one session.... i near turned around to call him out on such a bald faced lie. there were some other completely obvious lies they told also...they were being so incredibly rude...kristin and i have had really involved discussions about sex and shit in public but at least we know how to keep our god damn voices down. it was so obvious they were trying to get into the girl's pants.

i have no idea how i'm getting to work tomorrow. yay.

i still dont know if i'm going to go to the burlesque next week or not. i got it off of work... i hope it works out the way i want, as it is a kind of birthday present.

i have today off and i am bored and horny.
i just got paid today so it makes me want to shop.

damn it. i want, no i need to get laid so badly.
i'm getting to the point, again, where i'll totally settle for casual sex.
a fuck buddy is what i need, damn it!