i just finished some Maruchan Instant Lunch. really satisfying for some reason today.
i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep because there were 4 screaming children in the house. i had to ask them to be quiet twice. by the time they finally went outside and went swimming i was totally awake. this was like 12:30ish.
had to work at 3. was there early, hit a great sale at Victoria's Secret. TONS of cute panties on clearance. i spent $40 on 5 pairs. i really shouldn't have but, i had to indulge a little. the day before i spent $50, on a present for my co-worker Niki's birthday, Raisa's Birthday (she already knows she's getting an SG gift account, so i wanted to get her something else), and a cute tee shirt for me from Torrid.
the undies i bought will show up in future PSW sets, i promise.
i got to work, it sucked. the girls were bitching about Donna being a cunt and i was already upset from fighting with my mom and other such things before work. after ecountering an incredibly bitchy customer i found out that i'd be closing alone after 5... i just broke down. it was just the needle that broke the camel's back. i went to the bathroom to cry, but it was full of people so i just grabbed some paper towel and ran to the stock room and cried for a little bit. of course Raisa had to come hunt me down. it's like if i wanted you to see me bawl i wouldn't have run away. then she had to tell Niki where i was too. so they both tried to comfort me before they left. it's hard to explain to them, i didn't even bother trying. i've hid all my true feelings from everyone. not one single person knows why i'm so sad lately.
so yeah, work. after i composed myself i went back to work. after 6, when the rest of the mall closed, the store was empty. we were open til 9pm...i got my entire dept. straight, then decided to rearrange the slipcover shelves. that worked up a major sweat, and the asshole playboy in furniture that all the girls want(besides me, ew) saw me sniff my armpits, it was fucking hillarious.
by the time i got home i was so fucking exhausted i just put away my laundry, tried on my new panties, cut off the tags and went to bed. i was in bed before 10pm.
i had left a message for arctcknight, for him to call me,but he never did. well, i guess he could have when my mom was on the fucking internet all fucking night. she knew i was waiting for him to call. she's such a fucking cunt!!!
argh!
so anyway, today is Niki's last day at the homestore. it's so depressing. she's gone, Jesse's gone, Barbie's gone...it's getting so empty. on friday we're supposed to go out for Niki's 18th birthday. i'm going to have to talk to big sis' heather cause we made plans to hang out on friday, have to see if she'll want to go out to eat with us. i hope she does cause i dont want to bail on either of them.
oh yeah! i weighed myself the other day, and all togeather i've lost 9lbs yay me. i know that's not a whole lot, but it's a start, right?
i woke up feeling not so bad today. i woke up and masturbated some.
yesterday was the most exhausting day ever. i was woken at about 10:30 by my mom's idiot friends and their very loud children. they woke me up knocking on the door and then i couldn't fall back asleep because there were 4 screaming children in the house. i had to ask them to be quiet twice. by the time they finally went outside and went swimming i was totally awake. this was like 12:30ish.
had to work at 3. was there early, hit a great sale at Victoria's Secret. TONS of cute panties on clearance. i spent $40 on 5 pairs. i really shouldn't have but, i had to indulge a little. the day before i spent $50, on a present for my co-worker Niki's birthday, Raisa's Birthday (she already knows she's getting an SG gift account, so i wanted to get her something else), and a cute tee shirt for me from Torrid.
the undies i bought will show up in future PSW sets, i promise.
i got to work, it sucked. the girls were bitching about Donna being a cunt and i was already upset from fighting with my mom and other such things before work. after ecountering an incredibly bitchy customer i found out that i'd be closing alone after 5... i just broke down. it was just the needle that broke the camel's back. i went to the bathroom to cry, but it was full of people so i just grabbed some paper towel and ran to the stock room and cried for a little bit. of course Raisa had to come hunt me down. it's like if i wanted you to see me bawl i wouldn't have run away. then she had to tell Niki where i was too. so they both tried to comfort me before they left. it's hard to explain to them, i didn't even bother trying. i've hid all my true feelings from everyone. not one single person knows why i'm so sad lately.
so yeah, work. after i composed myself i went back to work. after 6, when the rest of the mall closed, the store was empty. we were open til 9pm...i got my entire dept. straight, then decided to rearrange the slipcover shelves. that worked up a major sweat, and the asshole playboy in furniture that all the girls want(besides me, ew) saw me sniff my armpits, it was fucking hillarious.
by the time i got home i was so fucking exhausted i just put away my laundry, tried on my new panties, cut off the tags and went to bed. i was in bed before 10pm.
i had left a message for arctcknight, for him to call me,but he never did. well, i guess he could have when my mom was on the fucking internet all fucking night. she knew i was waiting for him to call. she's such a fucking cunt!!!
argh!
so anyway, today is Niki's last day at the homestore. it's so depressing. she's gone, Jesse's gone, Barbie's gone...it's getting so empty. on friday we're supposed to go out for Niki's 18th birthday. i'm going to have to talk to big sis' heather cause we made plans to hang out on friday, have to see if she'll want to go out to eat with us. i hope she does cause i dont want to bail on either of them.
oh yeah! i weighed myself the other day, and all togeather i've lost 9lbs yay me. i know that's not a whole lot, but it's a start, right?
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Cute little mini set on PSW