delores

well, as usual, my hopes got up for no reason at all.
my date from the other night just blew me off. i dont know why i thought this was going to be different for once.
i thought for sure something more would come out of this.
back to square one we go.
god, i feel used.
and stupid

and Ron finally replied to my little messag about fate putting us togeather romantically, only to say that good for me that i'm not putting up w/ rich's bullshit anymore and that he's got a huge crush on one of his students this semester (he's an audio engeneering instructor at the local community college).
so really and truely, square one.

only good news is that my dad is going to loan me enough money to save my car from being repossesed.