I say this a lot but I'm sorry I'm slacking lacking on my post lately. Recently a friend of mine passed away. Though i wasn't close with her, it kind of hit me a lot harder than I expected and posting lewds felt kind of weird. Saturday will be her funeral. Honestly, I'm so scared. Last time i attending a memorial was for my ex 5 years ago and i couldn't get over the feeling i was getting being at his house without him there. I'm sorry for being emo. I didn't want to post anything about it when it happened because I couldn't really process everything that was going on plus, seeing her before they pulled the plug and having everyone at work asking me what happened was taking a huge toll on me. Anyways, I'll be back. Promise
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gregmikk:
OMG girl! That has to be very hard! Both times! I did not know that about you! I am glad you have the new guy tho! I hope he is supportive, you two seem to have fun! I love to hear your giggle and laugh when you post the two of you together! I am so sorry about your friend! My thoughts go out to you! If you ever need a shoulder, I am here! You were the first person I followed on SG!
zyrath36:
I'm truly sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sending my sincerest condolences. My brother passed away almost two years ago, so I can understand how you are feeling. My father has entered palliative care and has signed a living will. It's really tough losing someone you had a bond with, no matter how close they were, whether they were family, friend, or acquaintance. The shock hits like a truck, even if it has been ages since you were last in touch with them. You'll get through this. You will find the strength to move on. Time will still pass, but the key thing is to retain the memories of all the good things about them and all the fun you had with them. It helps to lessen the void their passing has created. Celebrate their life and be sure to enjoy every day no matter how dismal it may be.