Joining this community has really helped cope with my self-esteem issues. I've come a really long way from not being able to take pictures at all to being marginally okay at taking selfies but having pictures taken of me from other people still freak me out. It really frustrates me that I would have extremely great days and love what I see to spiraling into a pit of depression and be completely disgusted at looking at myself that I want to delete every single picture I have posted on facebook and on here. Obviously I haven't done that and I won't ever take down my profile since I've come a long way.
I'm sorry
I needed to vent. I've been upset since yesterday. I was even close to calling out of work because I wanted to hide in my room and cry my eyes out and watch Andy Samberg videos to make myself feel better.
Okay
I'm going to act like things are normal and try to make post but the day when I will finally submit a set will be ...
Who knows
This all sounds like random rambling (and so far, it is but I will explain)
Yesterday a friend of mine posted a pictures of me titling something sentimental (I didn't read it because I was disgusted at looking at the picture she posted of me) I saw red and I immediately commented her to take it down. It doesn't like a big deal but it was for me. She knew how I felt about myself and for her to do that really betrayed my trust.
Welps, my food just got delivered.
I'm sorry I keep saying I'll be submitting a set but I keep letting annoying road bumps push me back.
One day I hope I can see what everyone keeps trying to tell me
Later days :/
