Every day on my way to work i always walk by a clothes boutique. There's a swoop halter neck top I've been eye for, i shit you not, a month. Why haven't i bought it? I'm not broke. I'm just a weirdo that's too shy to walk in and buy it.
Condoms, adult toys, whips and collars and lingerie.
I have no problem buying that shit in person but when it comes to buying nice ( and what i call girly clothes) fancy clothes I clam up and slink away. Like, I have no shame buying a pleated plaid skirt at hot topic but if there's a cute hell bunny dress I want, I can't bring myself to buy it. ( one thing though, hell bunny is expensive as fuck) And I always end up talking myself out of buying it because I wouldn't know where to wear it to. Even dressing up all girly i get embarrassed. It stupid but I always feel like people is staring at me and laughing at me. (SO LAME)
I'm going to eventually buy the damn top because I might be attending a fancy event in July with a friend and my wardrobe is lacking class....
Fuck I'm weird lol
Later days ♡
