Hobbies i would love to get into when i have the time:
- Paintball: I already have the equipment just need to actually go out to a field. Theyre hours are just so weird :/
-Cosplay: I love anime and fashion, and most time, animes have such adorable clothes that i'd love to have it for myself. If i had the skills (time to hone them) to make them, i'd love to actually cosplay professionally.
-Writing: There's a whirlwind of ideas floating in the vast universe of my mind. When i read or watch something, i want to feel something emotionally to connect to that character so i can understand the movie/book better. Is that weird? it's only because i'm sort of emotionally crippled and a little dead (i.e. robot mode) with feelings and the baggage that comes with it.... Anyways, i'd like to write something, probably short stories or little drabbles that makes people think and stop to look at them selfs in a different way. I feel some people out there don't have personalities of their own or have mind to think for themselves and that makes me sad. I forgot where i read it from but it's from a buddist belief that: 'people thrive to pursue a version of their perfect being.' (i don't remember the exact words, if you know what i'm talking about please tell me where can i enlighten myself on this info please and thank you !) Meaning, people should strive to become their version of a perfect person of which they want to be whether that be a living in the woods penniless or being a high class lawyer, as long its what you strive to be that's the meaning of a perfect person. I want people to live, to actually be alive and not be afraid of what people think or feel. <3
MMA: Not to be a trained fighter. I just want to be strong ;)
Guess that's all i'd like to work on... if anyone knows of any other fun activity to keep me busy, lay it out for me.
<3 Later days everyone ! <3