deliasgone

i've been so busy lately. rob and i are both kinda burning the candle at both ends in preparation for going down to north carolina for his sister's wedding in june. this weekend we went to a friend's house warming party. it was kinda awkward because there were like a million people there and we only knew a handful of them (well rob did; i didn't really know anybody). we met this cute, sweet german guy named helmut though, and we had a lot of fun hanging out with him all night. i kept getting the impression that maybe he kinda liked me a little...i dunno. he kept following me around all night and offered me to drink from his beer even though i was wearing lipstick...i dunno, it was cute. i'm not saying he wanted to, you know, do me or anything, because apparently he has a girlfriend and stuff. it just seemed to me he had a little puppy-dog crush or something. like i said, it was cute. i liked the way he was so emphatic about everything.

after that, we went to this club nearby because a bunch of our other friends said they were gonna be there. we ended up running into quite a few people we hadn't seen in a long while. it was nice to catch up. one of my friends was really, really drunk and whenever i was by myself he kept coming over and telling me what he wanted to do to me and kept squeezing my ass and stuff. at first i was just kinda like "oh, haha, that's funny," because with that group of friends we all kinda joke around flirtaciously and stuff. but he just kept being really persistant to the point that it made me uncomfortable. it was kinda pissing me off and we left not long after that. maybe i would have had more fun if i'd been drinking, but i really didn't feel like it. i felt kinda bad because i know he was just incredibly drunk and that's why he was being stupid. but after i told him it wasn't okay, he stopped, so it's not like he was trying to be a jerk or anything. and then while i was sitting by myself again, next to my friend who kept grabbing my ass, some guy walks up and talks to my friend and is like "oh hey, who is THIS?" like he couldn't even talk to me, which annoyed me. i dunno man, i must've been putting out some heavy pheremones that night or something. or i look good with beer goggles on i guess. because almost every guy i came across was smitten with me, or was trying to hit on me. it was a very unusual experience for me. i can kinda sympathize more now with pretty girls who complain about how terrible it is to be hit on all the time.

yesterday i was supposed to go to the motor city comic con, but got wrapped up in stuff around the house. i was a little bummed about not going, but i really didn't feel like going out. i just wanted a lazy sunday. besides, there's another one in ocober, and there might be a chance i could have a table or something going on at that one. we ended up watching the redwings and eating pizza. the redwings lost, of course. they had to let the other team score in the last 45 seconds when we'd been winning 1-0 the whole game. kinda sucks, but what can ya do? i'd like to get some new books to read, but i'm not really sure what to get. any recommendations?