deletemeplz

had a long busy day, by the time i got to eat i was so exausted & sick all i ate was some rice and potato.it was very emotional as well. we cried. i miss u grandmother so much today 1 year since ive seen u. on top of it all, my grandaddys new gf and her family were there, which im glad he has a companion, he is old and they help eachother, but it was rude and it hurt even more to have these people here when our family was trying to heal. THEN,got home and went to put my snakebite piercings back in,(take them out when i go to my grandads since he dont like em) and they are closed up somewhat! which i dont understand cus they were only out for a few hours and ive had them pierced for like over 3 months now....i just cant get them back in. ill try again in the morning. im tired,sick.. just wanna play wow and relax..

on another note, i got to pick one doll from a collection my grandmother had. It made me really happy. I got this one...

its probably a lil under 2 ft tall, i love her. makes me feel close to my grandmother again. My grandmothers name was Ayako, and so this is what i will name my new doll. <3. she sits in my room watching over me. its comforting