Life can be a little complicated sometimes and that's not always cool.
I just lost my best friend of five years because his girlfriend feels threatened by me and he was spineless enough to agree to not see or talk to me anymore.
It's like I'm going through a serious breakup haha. I'm sitting here listening to songs he wrote me and well, balling my eyes out. It sucks when you love someone so much but they can drop you just because some bitch said to.
Speaking of love I'm having an awful lot of questions about it. Is...is this it? After a few years do you just become "Moderatly satisfied" with one another and that's how it's going to be no matter what? Because there's nothing left to discover can you...not discover anything at all? No excitement, no romance, no feeling? I'm so lost and confused. It's like...do I just stick it out here for the rest of my days because hey, maybe it won't ever get better. I dunno. Shit sucks.
All that aside I had an amazing time visiting my home in vancouver and re-connecting with all my ladies.
I'm so lonely out here in Kelowna! Someone save meeeeee
P.S Add me to myspace my pretties! Cha Ching
I just lost my best friend of five years because his girlfriend feels threatened by me and he was spineless enough to agree to not see or talk to me anymore.
It's like I'm going through a serious breakup haha. I'm sitting here listening to songs he wrote me and well, balling my eyes out. It sucks when you love someone so much but they can drop you just because some bitch said to.
Speaking of love I'm having an awful lot of questions about it. Is...is this it? After a few years do you just become "Moderatly satisfied" with one another and that's how it's going to be no matter what? Because there's nothing left to discover can you...not discover anything at all? No excitement, no romance, no feeling? I'm so lost and confused. It's like...do I just stick it out here for the rest of my days because hey, maybe it won't ever get better. I dunno. Shit sucks.
All that aside I had an amazing time visiting my home in vancouver and re-connecting with all my ladies.
I'm so lonely out here in Kelowna! Someone save meeeeee
P.S Add me to myspace my pretties! Cha Ching
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wexsingxsin:
Your blog reminds me a lot of what I am going through. snuggle attack
schmooziesan:
Those questions run trough my mind so often too! I want to be madly in love for forever. But I don't think that's possible