defpony

so what i want to do right now is go to the casino in niagra, but im trying to hold in all impulses to go, because i like my money, and i like it being my money not theirs, but then i think back to last year when i got almost five grand off them in three months, but no i must just stay indoors, haha, the beer is definatley helping, mmmmm beer. trying to be a good boy....... trying. im actually staring to go a little nutz to how soon the deftones concert is, i cant believe this is the second time this year i will see them, mmmmm chino. haha, ooww and last time they started with feticieria oooh so erotic, why wont a hot chick kidnap me, really, id dig it. anyways i dont really have much to say since yesterday and today were my days off so, i pretty much screwed the pooch haha.
as always i leave you with something special................

I was looking down at you smiling up at me
For once I held you tight, but shadow hands grabbed at me
You're head was in the clouds, now those clouds are in your head
It's when you needed me, so I listened to want you said

Look another year went by,
They keep passing by,
But damn I didn't even die,
To hold it so I've grown,
I fought time but lost

It was love like a callas you scarred enough to be
Tough and immune, your body adapts you see
To all above my head, and all below my feet
No that's one freedom you'll never take from me

Look another year went by,
They keep passing by,
But damn I didn't even die,
To hold it so I've grown,
I fought time but lost

To criticize and judge, how did I end up here,
With these standards I'm forced to love, make me disappear.

Hold tight, hold tight

To criticize and judge, how did I end up here,
With these standards I'm forced to love, make me disappear.
To criticize and judge, how did I end up here,
With these standards I'm forced to love make me disappear.

Hold tight, hold tight, hold tight, hold tight
Look another year went by
Hold tight, hold tight, hold tight, hold tight