deflicted

my lady and my counseler it was just one of those not feel good sessions when my day sucked and apparently i know their are some things i have to do and or change in my life and i dont want to hear em and i guesss thats what it was about ....it is upposed to be about support and growing not you know u have to you know u have to to and quit saving everybody save ur self first and i wanna help people i do help ppl but maybe it is a bit too much but whatever im just trying to pull myself outta the quicksand and not leave others to die and sink in the quicksand as well i dont leave men behind and shit