defectivepsyche

It's been a while since Ive posted.

Life has been busy.
Oddly enough its less complicated.
I've been trying the whole "Live in the Now"
approach.

It works. The power of attraction as well.
I've been training myself to not think so over analytically the way I have in the past.

I've been doing what I need to do every week.
Get my ass back...
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Time to get ready and go drink my thoughts of him away.

I dont talk about my problems with people because I know they could be worse.
I know people have gone thru worse, I feel like I have no right to complain.
Yet, I do hurt. Very much so. It's the hardest thing I have ever gone thru.
If it werent for the people who are currently in my life, I dont think I would have...
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I'm done. I'm tired of fighting it.

Its going to be hard it is going to hurt.

Today we tried to have a normal conversation and it didnt work.

I was at fault for tunring it into the possibility of us starting over.

He got emotional and blew the fuck up.

He even told me that he loves me, cares about me and could honestly...
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I need a room mate......

here is the link to the ad i posted in craigslist.


http://baltimore.craigslist.org/roo/288831499.html



Please repost.

Thanks.

-k.

we got into a big fight friday night.

he left saturday morning.

he said its over and he is leaving.

I dont know what to do...........

Everyone tells me I can do better..... I dont want better.

Everyone tells me there is someone out there who is right for me........ I know, he is the one.


Everyone tells me to just let it go...... I...
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Boy do i have an update for all of you.....


just give me time to post it.

If you love drama you'll die off of this!


MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

but now....its time to go shoot up my B12 and finish cooking dinner.

Ill get back atchall later!

TARGET IS FUCKING FIRED
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To Whom It May Concern,

I am 25 years old. I am your average working class woman. I make all my purchases from clothing, household items and food at my local target. I have been a loyal customer to Target for numerous years. I always choose to give Target my patronage over any other store. I am writing you this...
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So I thought everything was ok........


I was having a conversation with Janelle on AIM.
It was in reference to her living situation.
I happened to be telling her about the fact I missed out on having my own place
that I didnt know what it was like, I always lived with someone else.
That sometimes I wish I could just be .......alone.
I said...
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wow havent been here in a while............

geesh. Im a slacker.

On other notes......

My digital broke ( FUCKIN SUCKS!)
Ive been busting my ass at the gym for the past 3 weeks.
I started running again for the first time in 10 years ( no I wasnt being chased).
School started monday, Im taking 3 classes this semester. FUN!
Karaoke is back at Fraziers...
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Alot has happened since my last post.........
Spent Christmas in the Florida Keys
Went scuba diving
had a panic attack durring my first dive
got certified as a diver
went to virginia to see anths mom
spent new years in tears
found out my boyfriend isnt happy
cut myself
got hired permanently for prime retail
broke out in a horrible rash turns out to be...
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know what i hate?


When you know what you want.

and you know your not getting it.

Yet your still dissapointed.




Its like yeah, I know im not going to get it........and that just sucks.