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Tuesday Jan 12, 2010

Jan 12, 2010
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It's a new year and I find myself oddly stuck in the past. Well, I guess there is nothing odd about that because a lot of people are!

Stuck in words and feelings...things done and undone. Wondering if I am proud of who it has shaped me to be. i am almost frightened when I feel myself embracing the power, embracing the elegance and forwardness that I long to have in my life.

I've allowed so much to keep me down and I sometimes I think they have also been the only things keeping me a float..a contradiction in itself. Nevertheless, I move quietly through the hours of the day..un-noticed and untamed. Feeling as I do and exploring the newness of myself, accepting the old and willowing in the inbetween.

2010
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deeze:
Birdsmile
Jan 12, 2010
milloux:
Hey there, you don't need to be an SG to be in my video, just in LA and available to shoot!
Jan 13, 2010

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