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Friday Feb 04, 2005

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I am in a weeeeeeeeeird state of mind... Had a unique opportunity to get a lot done and sorted out today, but I blanked out, and wasted pretty much the whole day.

What is wrong with me???
I need to snap out of it... My boys are gone for the weekend and it feels weird... an empty house... I long for solitude, but at the same time, I no longer know what to do with it...

ok. I am making a pact with myself, to wake up tomorrow, and kick some SERIOUS ass... I will be SuperDee, if only for a day - I will not lose sight of my goal, and I WILL succeed.

With that said, I think it's time to retire. And by that, I mean go to bed wink

Ok, before I go, a short list of things I need in order to be more productive:

- more human contact (with people other than my son, spouse, or parental units)

- more fresh air (I am sure this plays into the whole thing...)

- less bitching/more doing (self-explanatory) or more politely put - less talk/more walk wink

ok. I'm done. I am looking forward to sleep and my morning shower... Here's to tomorrow!!!

nighty-night!

kiss

d.
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gypsygrrrl:
stop fucking around, big eyes!

more human contact: ME!
fresh air: come out with ME! (next week - we do "business lunch", ok?)

i know exactly how you feel, btw. you know I do...

big love to you! kiss
Feb 5, 2005
manual:
hey superdee....

Sounds like you 've been burning the candles on both ends lately....

sounds like a good list..... however, I think you need to add music in there somewhere..... wink

yeah,,, you know I'm gonna harass you about the music till I hear something...... smile

/m
Feb 5, 2005

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