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How do I make you feel so right?

How do we fit together in all the right ways?

Why did this have to be the wrong time?

And will it ever be right again?

I sleep undisturbed in your arms.

Held naked-

My body softly outlined by yours.

A hand running through my hair,

Even though you're fast asleep.

When I stir-

You whisper-

"Know...
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Well here we go again.

No!

NOT the tired ranting of a heartbroken girl, no bitter words put into poetry, nor stupid personality profiles. Just simply me.as honest as I've been lately. Well not really as honest, just as straight forward. If you cannot deal with that.stop reading.

There are things about me that are good and bad. As surely as it is for anyone...
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It hit me like a bullet

Fast and painfully.

I saw a picture of you today.

That brought tears to my eyes.

Why do I look?

Why do I put myself through this.

I shouldn't care

Why you could replace me

So quickly.

I try to hate you.

I try to scream.

I try to force my head to forget you.

A first,

A last....
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deesselunaire:

Run,

No stay.

Simply deal.

Why is goodbye so hard to say?

Let the last petal fall.

Flowers are on their way.

From under the snow soaked soil.

Ever more vibrant and beautiful

Than ever before.

I'm always

On the verge of

A final farewell.

I fear the hurt

You could inflict

On me

Because of the void

The lack of your presence

Might leave in my life.

I'll bless you

Asking you to understand

To love me in spite

Of my fearful, selfish actions

AND

Before you'd ever know it

I'd be gone.

Big sky sun.

Big bear fun.

Family ties.

Proud alibis.

Yet you are a reason

I don't want to go home.

A circle.

That should have never ended.

Negative feud

Started by a fire

Fanned out by air.

And drenched by droplets of love.

Earth so scarred

And left to renew itself again.

A new life

Is what has been promised to me

By my doubtful

Hurt heart and mind.

You are apart of my soul.

You'll never go away.

Can the distance not diminish

What it is that you've done for me.

Never forget me.

As you'll never be

But a thought away.

Find me next time.

I beg.

To feel your arms

Around me again.

When we've all lived

We've all learned

What we mean

To each other's lives.

Don't let me get to far.

I'm running.

Fast, and into darkness.

There is no you

And a part of me is gone.

Given to you

For all eternity

Like bread crumbs

In modest hope

You'd come around

Back to my honest soul.

And my Unconditional love.

Perfect Love,

Perfect Trust,

Of sound mind

Sound heart.

A piece of me.

Now and always

Blessed be.

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