WARNING: STUPID WOULD-BE GOTH-STYLE DEPRESSIVE RANT BELOW. IF YOU WISH TO AVOID SUCH CRAP, PLEASE PROMPTLY STARE AT THIS KITTY:
GOOD. NOW RETURN TO YOUR OTHER ACTIVITIES.
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Sometimes, looking in retrospect at my own thoughts and actions, I realize that I'm a horrible person, no better than those I would condemn and berate. When I make this realization, I can do nothing but hope that my good deeds somehow balance the karmic scale... and know deep within that nothing could be farther from the truth.
No one knows me like myself, and therefore couldn't possibly begin to understand my thought process on this. Others may sympathize or empathize, but in the end, I am alone in facing my true self in the mirror. This is a sickening prospect, and not just due to asthetic concerns.
Whatever fate awaits will be too good for me.
Off to werk. All these thoughts to be temporarily lost in a shuffle of futility.
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GOOD. NOW RETURN TO YOUR OTHER ACTIVITIES.
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Sometimes, looking in retrospect at my own thoughts and actions, I realize that I'm a horrible person, no better than those I would condemn and berate. When I make this realization, I can do nothing but hope that my good deeds somehow balance the karmic scale... and know deep within that nothing could be farther from the truth.
No one knows me like myself, and therefore couldn't possibly begin to understand my thought process on this. Others may sympathize or empathize, but in the end, I am alone in facing my true self in the mirror. This is a sickening prospect, and not just due to asthetic concerns.
Whatever fate awaits will be too good for me.
Off to werk. All these thoughts to be temporarily lost in a shuffle of futility.
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